AnnabelMaryLee

Your skin- once full of warmth, Your eyes- once full of life. For that, I mourn, For that, I fright. I long for your touch, I long for your voice. It was never this much, It was never my choice. Now you're gone, Now you're dead. That much has dawned, That much has been said. You won't be back, You won't be here. You've left me trapped. You've left me seared. Yet, still I wait. Yet, still I linger. The hour is late, The hour is the trigger.

I remember the way your eyes twinkled, When we first met. I admired the slight crinkle by your eye, That had me spent. Our souls were drawn together, In a way that left me breathless. My heart was as light as a feather, You were my weakness. But now the times have changed, Although you still have my love. My heart is now deranged, With feeling I cannot dispose of. I am left with these bittersweet memories- It's all in my head, It feels like a psychiatric disease Sometimes I feel as if I'm better off dead. So when I see you there, The feelings I have for you intensify. I just cannot bare, The feelings I cann

You put me down no matter how hard I try, You set me up and bury me in your lies. You're never satisfied with me, You've discouraged me to no return already. I try, I try, and I try. You want more, You make me beat myself up until I'm sore. And you're still still not pleased with me. I've been trying to seek your approval, But is it that I am in denial..? I try, I try, and I try. Yet I still cry. I'm so sick of you, All you are is a dark shadow looming over me. I climb up, higher and higher.. Just so you could take me down again. I try, I try, and I try. Yet I still cry. And you still ask me why. This is it,

My heart trembles, left in the sepulcher that is my chest. Forever encased in a prison that causes any fleeting emotions to go into arrest. But why is it that these emotions are swarming around like bees in a hive? Is it just the representation of my oneness, telling me that I'm alive? Relentless assumptions from left to right, But instead, I wallow in my sorrow, my grief, My plight. I'm breathless, I cannot fathom why I feel this way, Is this a way in which I am obliged to pay for my depths of constant delay? As your eyes graze upon me impenetrably, I wonder to myself: Could it be that my old feelings for you have not yet tak

I stood there as the rain dripped off my face, Not caring about the seemingly dull taste. With our gazes locked, And our stances, mocked. My own tears colliding with the rain, Did he see it? No, he wouldn't even see the most obvious pain. I loved him with my entire being, To me, his presence was more than intriguing. But, no matter that love, He hated himself. A shiver ran down my spine, As I asked him if he wanted to die. But I knew he got the same vibe. He'd want to live his life, Even if it were in despair, Struggling with his own feelings; his strife. He bit down upon his lower lip, Now, his plans were surely crimped. T

What If I Told You That When I'm With You, I Can't Breathe. That Whenever We Say Our Goodbyes, I Don't Want To Leave. When You Brush That Final Kiss Upon My Lips, It Weakens My Knees. All That I Ask Of You Is That When I Fall, You'll Only Hold Me Tighter. When I Need Comforting, You Won't Be A Stranger. And When I'm Scared Or Alone, You'll Keep Me Away From Danger. But When The Time Comes, Don't Just Be My Lover, Be My Friend. When The World Threatens To Take Me Down, Make Sure That My Happiness Will Never End. And When We Take Our Final Breaths, We'll Be Together, With Love From One Another We'll Send.

I'll lick the blood from your hands. I'd purify you of your sins, strand by filthy strand. I'll take the blame, I'll take the blame. I'd make sure you aren't put to shame. You're no criminal, So what's the point in trying to fool them all? You've got a fetish, One that I cannot place. You take pleasure in other's pain, With each slice of the vein. I wouldn't blame you if you left, I wouldn't accuse you of theft. You robbed of my heart, One that I did not mind to part. You stole it, you controlled it. You're the best at the act of hoax, Too bad it'd probably scare the folks. So, please. Won't you enjoy it? Use my heart, I d